Cracks me up…Total lack of appreciation.

Posted in Emo on January 30th, 2014 by James
Cracks me up...Total lack of appreciation.

It really cracks me. Try to do a nice thing after I know a certain somebody had a rough day. Which I totally don’t understand, but we’ll save that for another day. But yup, all I get is more insults. No signs of appreciation, but yet she is surprised that I’m done with this relationship.

On the flip side, I got my taxes done, and just waiting for the money. My birthday is in a few days, hoping to have a good weekend. Superbowl party, Wendover, and who knows. I guess whatever pops up.

So Far…..

Posted in Emo on April 4th, 2011 by James

TODAY CAN GO FUCK ITSELF!!!!!!

There was about a 1/2 hour of goodness, but FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE!!! Oh yeah, FUCK STUPID PEOPLE TOO!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR!!!!!

Has a Strong Urge….

Posted in Emo on March 2nd, 2011 by James

to beat the fucking living shit out of a certain person. If I even see this piece of fucking shit, it just may fucking happen. I fucking hate pieces of shit!!!!

hmmmmmm…..

Posted in Emo on February 28th, 2011 by James

Hmmmmmmm……makes me wonder. How silly and dumb I am sometimes. Hell, all the time. hahahahah Don’t know why, but I feel like a big ol fuck up right about now.

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Posted in Emo on February 28th, 2011 by James

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Dont understand……

Posted in Emo on February 21st, 2011 by James

Yup. It’s true. I don’t understand them. 13 years with Justine. Basically 3 with Glad. 16 years of my 33 life. I don’t get them sometimes. Actually, I don’t understand them one fucking bit. I feel like giving up sometimes. Actually, I feel like giving up on women in general. But again, I don’t understand myself sometimes. Maybe I should just give up on myself.

Hmmmm

Posted in Emo on February 17th, 2011 by James

Hmmmmmm….yup. Hmmmmm

I must say that racquet ball tonight with Jim was epic. Lots of fun. HahahH. How sad, it was the highlight of my week. On another note, I’ve started smoking again. 🙁 All this stress, I gave in and brought a pack today on my lunch break.

UGGGG!!!!!

Posted in Emo on February 17th, 2011 by James
UGGGG!!!!!

Yeah, I need to snap out of this. Just feeling really down and stressed today. Actually, not really today, but have been all week. I almost wonder if it’s the smoking thing playing tricks on my head. Past few days, I can’t stop thinking about smoking. Just really strong cravings, and it really sucks!!!!

Me and Justine talked about Jayden going to school up in Evanston. Sounds like that is gonna happen this weekend. Really stressful just thinking about it. I’m sure it will be a good thing once Jayden makes the adjustment to it. Just sucks! It’s a big change for him, along with the rest of us. I’m gonna miss the shit out of him.

I would like to think that things with Angela are going good, but at times I have my doubts. Just a lot of things worry me. But again, I’m sooooo good at double guessing myself at everything. So we’ll see how that goes. I’m trying my best, and i’m ready to be proven wrong.

Not sure what this weekend has in store for me. I hoping for good times!!!!

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Posted in Emo on February 16th, 2011 by James

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Posted in Emo on February 15th, 2011 by James

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