The Cure – Us or Them

Posted in Emo on February 1st, 2011 by James
The Cure - Us or Them

There is no terror in my heart
Death is with us all
We suck him down with our first breath
And spit him out as we fall
There is no terror in my heart
No dread of the unknown

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DRAMA!!!!!

Posted in Emo, General on February 1st, 2011 by James
DRAMA!!!!!

Gotta love it when people talk shit!!!! Just funny, cause I can talk A LOT OF SHIT!!!! But why? What’s the point? It’s done and over with. Really, almost 4 weeks later? (technically 4 months later) She is still running her fucking mouth. Just surprises me, but it really shouldn’t surprise me one bit. Just a lame excuse for looking for attention.

I wonder if she is gonna update her mailing address. Any future mail is going back to the sender. I’m very tempted to do that to her W-2’s, but I’m not that big of an asshole.

From all of this drama, and bullshit. It will make me think twice before getting in a serious relationship. The few women I’ve been close to, have all been crazy and snap. So whatever. Maybe all women are just crazy, and bonkers. Maybe I just make em going crazy and bonkers.

Ready to Turn the Page…..

Posted in Emo, General on January 18th, 2011 by James
Ready to Turn the Page.....

So Glad is coming over tonight to get the last of her things. Kinda sucks that I won’t be there while she is getting her shit. I would put up a big stink about it, but I just want it out and gone. I asked her to move her shit out about 3 months ago. We got in a fight over the phone cause I was moving her shit to the corner, and she got all pissy. I will be so happy when this shit is done and over with. I just wanna move on with my life. Hell, she even had the balls to call Taylorsville PD cause I was touching her shit. Just pure fucking funny. Along with other stupid shit. Now, the things that she agreed to give me three months ago she wants back. Such as the broken washing machine that she got for us when we moved in, my night stand, etc. Just proves that she expects everything to just be given to her. SO FUCKING DONE!!!!!!!!

Thursday night was awesome. Saw Corvid play at Club Edge with my new lady friend. Had a great time. It was great to see everyone there. Friday morning, took the kids to see Green Hornet and had a great time. Movie wasn’t the best, but it was nice to do something with the kids since they were out of school on Friday.

I also tried to play poker Friday night, but that was lame. It was mainly me folding every fucking hand cause I just had shit the whole damn time. Did manage to play racquet ball Saturday and Sunday. That was fun like always.

Did manage a drive up Big Cottonwood, and a few episodes of Dexter with the new lady friend. Besides that, there was a lot of just sitting around and thinking about life. I also started taking Chantix again this past Sunday. I hope to quit smoking around my birthday.

New York Dolls – My World

Posted in Emo on January 10th, 2011 by James

I was pretty vanquished when you came along
I was only singing lonesome funeral songs
Trying to find out, was there life after death?
And if there really was, is this really it?

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Posted in Emo on September 30th, 2010 by James

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Explode

Posted in Emo on September 28th, 2010 by James
Explode

Theirs something I should get off my chest
I’m losing my mind and my life’s a mess.
Well everyone says do this and do that
Maybe they’re right
I feel like I’m gonna…….
EXPLODE.. I’M GONNA EXPLODE
It is so big yet I feel so small
It’s even in your shopping mall
Is my life wasting away
Don’t throw it away that’s what they say
I don’t wanna go out and fail
Yet I fail at home every day
I wonder someday if I’ll look back
With regrets on how I lived
Each way I turn I turn my back
Each time I turn I always look back
I’m trying to please everyone I don’t know how
I feel like I’m gonna…….
EXPLODE.. I’M GONNA EXPLODE
What should I do I really don’t know
Should I stay home or should I go
Well I’m struggling with my sanity
Is my life crumbling in front of me.
Oh.
Do you know how it feels?
To feel like your gonna explode
Do you ever feel
Like your gonna explode.
EXPLODE.

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That Feeling Again...

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